Friday, July 28, 2006


When we dream, we are not aware that we are dreaming. We feel its all real. Everything in it has life, everything is real. We do all that we do in what we call the so called reality. We cry, we eat, we smell, we feel the touch, we feel the pain.... we live in it. Its only that when we wake up, we see its all gone. We try to recall, we only have a faint memory. But we are soo real in our dreams. So is life, a dream. What we do at this moment, its gone. I spent some 15 minutes sitting in front of the editor. Its no more. I wont get it back. Every small action we do, every single moment we spend will never come back. When we try to recall, we only remember the moments that we adore the most or the moments of pain... etc. In reality, every single breathe we take is memorable. We dont wake up the same every morning. We dont brush our teeth the same way, the same direction, the toothpaste is not the same quantity.... it may be a new paste all together. Nothing is the same, things change, but the magnitude of change is very small. Its soo small that we hardly think about it. We use the same toothbrush for an year or so. The same soap, the same paste.... we wear clothes taken years ago. Do we see any change in them? just some threads come out, color is faded or something else. We dont see these small changes. We feel they are not significant for us. We only remember things that we feel have put a high impact on us, things, events, which change our way of thinking etc. But still, a great amount of change, is in very few people. Everything changes, nothing is stagnant. But the beauty of nature is that, if one thing changes, all other things around also change to adapt the change. This is how we have come al way long till here. See the way i jumped from dreams to changes. ok... all i say is, dreams are nothing but our life and vice versa. After a few years when i see at this blog, it will be a dream for me. The only difference is that we cant go back in dream and change things, or feel them once again. Everything happens in justa moment and we wake up. But after we wake up, we have time. If everything had happened that fast as in dreams then we would not have lived at all. There would have been no life. We can make dreams come true n live our dream instead of just cherishing it. Got many things but, no words. To write this it took me 1 hr....

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